| Monday, July 06, 2009 |
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I HATE falling sick! The first thing that comes into your mind once you open your eyes in the morning..., 'Shit... I don't feel good...', was never good. Didn't expect it to get worse in the afternoon while working. Imagine you almost blacked out while taking a customer's order, and you're practically 'swaying' when they're taking their own sweet time to think bout what they wanted to eat & repeatedly wanted you to repeat what they had ordered already. It's friggin' not a good feeling! Was sent back in the evening. Dropped dead once i stepped home. And the temperature got even higher the more i sleep. Woke up 2hrs later. Noone's home yet. And it's a god damn Sunday! I don't even know where to find a doctor after 9pm. Felt as though my head's splitting into 2. Every part of me was burning. And i thought the burn would make me even more retarded. Broke into tears, and i called papa, telling him what happened. Made him even more worried. Damn guilty. It rose up to 39.2 degrees. For that split moment, i thought i wouldn't be able to see today. Slept and woke up several times. Mama changed the wet cloth on my forehead many times. Fell asleep at 4plus am. Woke up at 8plus am, perspiring. Went to the doctor's in the morning. Skipped work today. The doctor gave me 3days of MC, hahaha! Wilson said he would be the next one falling sick if i don't come back fast. Lucky it's not H1N1, just normal flu virus. Was supposed to stay home. But sneaked out to have dinner with my dearest Pri Sch mates. My buddi's becoming a man from tomorrow onwards! Like finally~ Hahaha~ Came back feeling slightly more feverish. Temperature went up again -.-" Must be the rain... Geez~ Once again, when i needed someone so badly, noone's there for me. Sigh~ Must recover quickly so that i can be useful again! Wahahahaha~ Haiz~ You tell me la... How not to love you when you constantly care for me so much?! Argh~ 有一种爱叫做放手 Now i know what you meant by this. This is what you've always been wanting to tell me =) Labels: - I miss my kitty. |