| Friday, August 28, 2009 |
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I'm not in a fantastic mood recently. Just felt really okay being cooped up with work, work and just work, every single day. I no longer complain that i need a bloody break. And i seriously don't know why. Don't feel like talking, don't feel like bitching. Just want to be alone, locked up in the room, and stick my eyes to the moniter. 'Chiong-ed' a total of 2 dramas in less than a week. WhyWhyLove & DevilBesideYou. And i actually 'fell in love' with Mike He, 賀軍翔! He's freaking cute! And i just realised... Kim Bum's only 20! Okay... I think i'm behaving like a total retarded fanatic, whose behaviour, i personally hate and simply would make me 'shake my head' -.-" Currently watching Bull Fighting, 斗牛。要不要. This is what i've been doing between breaks during work. Hogging the whole com to myself, watching 'RA' (that's what my colleagues claim *shrug) But who cares! That's the only entertainment to keep me awake! If not, you'll find me drooling on the arm of that very black sofa =) The 'every few months' PMS returned just recently. Mood swings. Pettiness. Rebellious. Hot-headed. The girl who couldn't take jokes. All at once came rushing to my head. Actions were faster than my mind. Regrets after every wrong doings. Sometimes i hate myself for being so childish. Fcuk man. Don't know when my dad would start talking to me again. I know what to do and what not to, but yet, i still did it. God... Am i plain stupid or just hopelessly naive?! It's the pouring season. Every drop of the rain, soothes my heart, mind and soul. The heavier it gets, the curvier my smile would get. Weird but true... My feelings die when the last cacti dies. There wouldn't be disappointments if there's no expectations in the very beginning... Labels: - Kiss me in the rain. |