| Thursday, July 31, 2008 |
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Haiz. Why only me? Like the feeling of embarrassing me in front of the whole class?? I'm trying to make an effort already. Stop demoralising me. Just stop it. If it concerns about my private stuff, then it's meant to be talked about in private. Not out loud to the whole freaking class. Wtf. Screw the damn ******! I should have known. She's the princess. And i'm just the maid/servant. I only can have the opportunity to love someone secretly. Everything should be kept inside me. No way can i voice out my feelings. Because i know, it doesn't matter at all. I'm always putting in effort to please you. But have you made me happy before?? Happiness from beneath my heart? I really have the urge to sew up 2 voodoo dolls, with 1 name on each. Only me and bell know who's names i'm gonna put. Beware. Or your name could be in that box where all my handmade voodoos are >=/ Sheesh. Keep your bloody comments to yourself. If you think you can inspire me with your views & opinions, let me tell you, it's not going to happen. Amend your flaws first before trying to make people listen to you. What right do you have to comment about my suck-y attendance?? Ouch! I did feel the pinch from your unnecessary comment. But count yourself fortunate, i laughed it off. Bloody hell. Please show some dignity, and stop your dumb boot licking to climb to the top. It irks me somehow. Although i felt bad about yesterday. And STOPACTINGCUTE! It simply doesn't suit you at all. God. Why am i complaining so much nowadays?? I don't seem to be pleased with anything coming my way. No wonder i'm so unhappy, so emo. I need someone to cheer the hell out of me. I want to surprises happening when i open my eyes every morning. I want to have that special happy feeling everytime i get out of bed, just knowing that there's something cheerful coming my way. I just want that carefree feeling. I so want to feel loved =( There's nothing for me now to feel contented about. I'm not fussy. But just feel shitty now. Everything just don't seem to go the right way we want it to be. |