Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
Quarrelled with bell yesterday. WTHell. I think it's damn stupid to quarrel because of HIM lo. In the end, i realised my mistake & apologised. And we're ok today =) Back to our usual goofiness during work. Hmmm i'm feeling abit lost. I don't know what to do. Felt kind of silly. Sometimes i think. Why should it always be him? Well, all i can say is that, the right feeling is just there. I fell too hard to pick myself up. I came across a poem. Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him.' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.' And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Will you say what u mean? Will you do as you promised? Will you be able to express how you actually feel? I teared yesterday watching the first 15 min of LeFemme. The whole situation looked so much like what happened to me. Haha. Thought back. I feel like laughing. Silly me. I don't pity myself. But i felt useless. Despite all the advices, i still decided to believe in what my heart tells me. Well, we'll see how eh... Maybe happiness' coming my way soon =) Who knows. Labels: - My wishful thinkings |